Mate, you never do, I used to always think I was a bit different but took pride in it, you ever feel like you're on the outside looking in but you're the happy one?? Fuck you see a bit of normality with a nice bird, decent bit of enjoyable work, not overthinking everything and worrying about everyone but yourself thinking no else could ever understand?
Be great. And if you're Joe Bloggs you can just disappear, it's hard, but you can learn to cope, imagine papperazzi everywhere, your phone ringing non stop, pressure to come up with new relevant stuff to make sure your family are provided for.
Well I suppose that's the knighthood fucked.